Monday, January 5, 2015

Here's to 2015

I still can't believe it's been more than a year since I last wrote on my blog.  That just doesn't even seem right?!!!

But in all honesty, since stopping blogging, I obviously stopped focusing on myself and my health.  I went through some very tough times.  A very abusive relationship. Figuring out how to raise my boys as a single Mom.  Just juggling everything all at once.  It was tough.

I lost myself.  I have since regained 23lbs since my last post.  I maintained in the 170's for nearly a year.  And then.....  I met this amazing man.  Yes... after a terrible year of an abusive horrible relationship, I found real love.  Wouldn't you know that after we started dating...I gained more weight?!!!  My friends call it the Love Chub.... whatever it is, it is for the birds!!!!

For the first time since...well, I don't even remember... I am back in the 200's and uh huh...that aint happening!!!!!

I am ready.  I am focused.  I am prepared.  I am happy.  I am loved.  I am DOING THIS because I am worth it.  I miss myself.  I miss how awesome I feel when I get my sweat on.  I miss how yummy good REAL food tastes.  I miss just being ME.  The happy healthy me!!!!!!!!

So, here, in 2015 I am ready to tackle this again.  I know how to do it.  I don't know how much I will blog, but I do believe that writing all this out seemed to help me tremendously... so I hope/plan to write a couple of blogs a week at least.  I miss it.

With all that being said, Happy New Year... and who's joining me?????


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