Today I don't feel like myself. I can't figure it out. I'm just not happy. I'm upset with myself mainly. That I would let myself go like I have, regain the weight I worked SO hard to get off (nearly 30lbs). I'm just blah. I get motivation from others...but then can't follow through.
Being a single Mom is tough. I'm stressed out . From financially always struggling.... figuring out how to date....and just dealing with every day life (laundry, dinner, housework, homework, kids), is just so hard. I think I tend to eat because of the stress at home. I do fantastic all day at work...and then go home and I'm like STARVING. I dunno...
Anyway, I never give up. That's the key...never giving up.
I just joined a DietBet challenge this weekend and can hardly wait! Praying it keeps me motivated and I lose my 4%!
I'm signing up for a 5K, the Bunny Rock and possibly the 500 Festival 5K. I was supposed to be doing the half marathon, but I'm ashamed to admit I haven't trained a lick for it. Can't even run a straight 3 miles right now.... Sigh. So, I'm working on those. There will be some more 5K's (Color Run for sure!)...and hopefully by fall a half marathon. That is my ultimate goal. I love running, WHEN I'm in shape and trained for it.
I'm just so unhappy with where I am right now... sigh. Really could use some prayers.
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You're amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know this is an old blog but you rocked the 5k....and you pushed through the Diet Bet. I'm so proud of you!
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